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did a short run tonight, felt very good~ actually this is the first run after I moved back to live with my family, I ran round the sportground tonight ^^
many things happened these few months, making me facing many difficulties, think back, I know I pick many thing wrong, making me standing in a very hard place now, without money, without stable job or career, without someone to rely on, and no job for several months, very hard to find a hr job, and many many, actually I really think about ending my life, I don't know, but after rely on and rely on God, really seems a bit better, after run, I felt better a lot. I don't know what will I be in the future, but I need to have wish, and need to accept something not running like what I expected, I need to resume to my life, need to face with the real thing, running do help me to face with this challenge, I felt better a lot after this run. |
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